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Hai.. just read shimi's blog. What she wrote was quite true.. maybe there some things that we didn't tell her.. she'd obviously have discovered that. Why things turned out this way.. Actually there isn't anything that we're hiding from her.. we're just making fun of her. I really hope that she'll get better.. unless she's already "joined" the cynical club..Nevermind. Welcome shimi.. you're not alone =). I guess everyone hides things from most people, especially cynical people. It can't be helped- You can't trust anyone after you've become cynical..hard to explain. The worse thing is that it's like a cancer that grows within.. nobody but yourself can see it...
Point is, don't worry shimi, you're not alone. i feel like an loyal cynic club member since a few years ago.. Don't stress yourself out- cause there's definitely someone who cares. Don't worry..
you can trust me. i hope you'll do.
Relax, let it go and take care shimi.